It's fairly common knowledge amongst those of you that have met me that the experience of self healing can often evade me :) Whenever I am in session for someone else, be it in the immediate, remote sessions, or using any and all of the incredible list of tools we have (see the Instrumental Body) I am 100% there in that moment, completely engaged and communicative. However self healing, the moment I put myself into session: sleep.
His holiness the Dalai Lama referred to this in his teachings while we were in India, saying that there is "always a lesson in a healing (meditation). For his friend, Melissa Hocking, clearly the lesson is to get more rest!" (thanks for that one)
Yesterday my system fell into an exhausted immune collapse (fair enough really. Its been a huge couple of weeks with far too many hours on too many flights...brilliantly successful and fun but hard on the physical body). Everything that could pack it in is trying to. The worst is my back and neck completely going out and in no small painless way. Huge level of pain!
The mighty man massaged and tried to help. Nadia did some delicious hands on QB on me in the office (to which there were loud exclamations of "OH Mel! Ouch! Oh its your lower back too!" )Helpful :) However it worsened until I was in a frozen, physiological lock-up of immense pain. Lying down was even worse. Its been a hard night...
As I lay in bed, wincing, the mighty man gently said, "I know you can fix this yourself. Go to the chiropractor or whoever tomorrow if it feels right, but I think this is for you..."
6am this morning I entered a new world of self healing, knowing that as bad as this is (and oh, it is bad) it is in my power to change it. Frequency is flowing rich and increasing in flow and amid this communicative torrent, a wealth of information is pouring in. Not surprising to me (I've seen so much) but perhaps surprising to others is that my back is nowhere near better yet. The priorities, the causative aspects of how this came to this point are being targeted.
And successfully so :)
Already I feel great change within my structure and myself.
Its the last bastion of language, the human biology, in communicating what we need for ourselves in our own evolution. If we don't listen, we don't hear it earlier, the body will surely throw an imbalance into the mix just to get our attention.
As always there is lesson in this, so I'll keep you posted... :) M
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